I dont understand why everytime seems to be my fault again? Damn it!!!
Yes, you always have ur own reason to do things, as always, i mean always!!
It seems everytime Im the one who started it and by the end Im the one who creating the problems and I deserved to be punished!! Dont I?
Obviously, I do. The fact is im really the one who started it and the one who create the problems and the one who deserved to be punished!! GREAT
Now only I realize there is such a talent hidden inside me. Right.
Fine, no fine. Im so fucking weird, I couldnt live in peace whereby I need to find a point to argue and make my life so miserable like now! Ok, whatever u do is right, it just to increase ur tiredness and give u a good sleep at night. U asked me: Is there any problem with it? So, what's ur problem now? What a good question, a question that make me silent because me, myself and I are the only problem now!!
Me is the root cause and I go and bring out the root cause and finally bear the consequences myself!!
It's always my fault, as always, I mean ALWAYS!!!
It's ashamed!!
I'm the one who always need to understand. Im the one who always live in a naive world. Im the one who always create the problem and Im the one who always dont behave well.
Im so fucking tired of being as if my level of thinking have to same as urs, as I understand what u r doing is right and to think as if I've exeperienced all those stuff.
Im so tired of trying so hard to close the gap, it's really fucking tired!!!!!!!
And for all the hard works, what do I get? Seems like I have to revise on my Cost-Benefit Analysis because it proves how poor am I in this topic!!!
Why don't u turnaround, step a foot back and try to understand me? I doubt u ever think of that.
U wont know how stress am I now because in ur mind, no stress can be more than paying the housing loan, car loan, mother loan, whatever loan it is and ofcourse when the job's problems come in.
The point is, U NEVER TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!
