Suddenly I feel like I'm a real coward.
I got a question from him which made me feel like a coward.The question is: You really afraid of your dad? My answer is: Yes, kind of.
Yes, you can say I'm a coward of concealing my relationship from my dad, but everything I'm doing now, is for our future. I need to bear the consequences of telling him the truth, if he agreed, of course it is nothing better than great, but if he disagreed, I dare not face with that situation.
And one more, I don't really want to nag you over "it", but Please consider, it's for your own good and as well as our future.